I seems that the last time i blogged i was in a bad space mentally getting back from there was difficult not impossible but not easy either. I am now once again in a relationship i reconciled with my ex he fixed his issues and i fixed mine now things are good again also after talking to some more subs i'm not as disheartened at some of the retardation of some people i just decided to not give into the battles and abuse given by people certain groups on fetlife mocking those funny messages i get also help. I'm happy for my life i get my stresses and havent been working as much lately but i'm overall happy.
I think the season could be a help i hate winter i feel stifled and closed in in the winter where in the warmer months i feel more active and free to do things like go hiking ride horses etc and i've always believed exorcize was a good mood stabilizer anyone who's served me for a longer period of time probably knows that as well.
so as always heres my wishlist
