my pets fantasy

another fantasy from a sub this one i refer to as my pet

Lolita's Pet fantasy

My fantasy is to be invited to a domme's house on a Friday night.

When I enter I'm told to strip as I won't need clothes for the rest of the weekend and assume a kneeling position. The domme walks around me and sizes me up. She informs me that I control my destiny if I choose to orgasm I will be escorted out to my car still nude and told to leave and never contact her again or I can suffer and stay as long as I desire. At the end of the weekend I will have to make a life changing choice. The domme leads me down to her dungeon and ties me down to a table so that she can poke and prod and inspect me. Next, I'm led to a stockade and secured and then given an enema to clean me out good. Of course she teases my cock, nipples and pulls on my balls at will. Eventually I am allowed to expel. Once i'm cleaned out my ass is lubed good and a large powerful vibrator is inserted. I am tied down to a table on my back and Estim is hooked up to my cock and balls. It is set to shock me strongly for 20 seconds every two minutes. I am blindfolded and told to get some rest as she laughs and walks away.

The domme retrieves me the next morning and takes me up to her bedroom where I proceed to bathe her and give her a manicure and pedicure and also shaving her legs and mouth watering pussy. I am then cleaned up so I can be presentable to her domme friends. I was dressed in silk panties and miniskirt. I was then led to a room where her friends were gathered. They admired my outfit then in turn each domme kicked me in the balls and then had me service them orally.

After they had been satisfied and left the domme had her fun with me. I worshiped her body and pleased her multiple times. Then she tied up my cock and balls very tightly and then placed several condoms on my cock. She handcuffed me to her bed and then proceeded to ride my cock. It felt so good but never quite enough to trigger an orgasm. After she orgasmed she straddled my face to clean her up. Then back on my cock for another round. She orgasmed a few more times as I became soaked pool of sweat. She saw that I was dehydrated and proceeded to straddle my face again. She told me to drink her golden nectar to replenish my fluids which I reluctantly choked down. I was taken back down to the dungeon for the night, secured and ass lubed for vibrator insertion and Estim hooked up.

Sunday morning finally arrived and once again I was led to the domme's bedroom to pamper and bather her. My cock ached badly and was so hard that it was almost unbearable. The domme sat me down and looked me in the eyes and spoke. You are now faced with a choice. You can leave now and never return or be placed in a chasity device and allowed to stay and serve her for as long as choose.
It required a few minutes to think through but I chose to be chastised so that I could continue to serve and please the domme.

The end

fantasy from one of my subs

as you know i often take the time to post my subs fantasies that i like in particular this is from my newest sub.

A fantasy of being with Mistress Coldbloodeddomme:-
I heard the call and crawled to my Mistress immediately. Unless told otherwise I must always be on my hands and knees in her presence. Mistress is only 1" taller than me but has such an imposing voluptuous figure that even when I'm allowed to stand I feel like a small child when she's close to me. Mistress may be less than half my age but there is no doubting who is in control!
I entered the room. Mistress ordered me to remove her boots whilst she laid back in a comfortable armchair. Mistresses boots were a splendid pair of soft black leather which went up to just below the knee. I fumbled with the laces and Mistress told me to quicken up and not be so clumsy. Eventually both boots were off and I carefully placed them to one side. I then returned to my Mistress. I knew the drill.
I slid underneath the chair until my bottom half had disappeared and only my torso was visible. Once in positon I received the order to massage Mistresses feet. I took a foot in each hand and started to carefully yet firmly squeeze and rub her feet. They were only inches above my face and I had a great close up view. They were shapely and although they looked so delicate I knew only too well they could be used to punish. I carefully worked my way round the red nailed toes giving each one equal attention. My thumbs then worked at her soles whilst my fingers stroked the tops of her feet. I could sense Mistress was pleased with my work and if she was happpy then I was too.
Mistress then decided that both hands should be used on each foot in turn. I went to work on the right foot, one hand caressing her heel the other working on the toes and front of the foot. Mistress placed her left foot on my face, her heel on my chin and her toes almost covering my eyes. I was working through touch alone as I could hardly see anything. Mistress laughed at my predicament and rubbed her foot to and fro over my face. My goatee beard made her laugh louder as it tickled her. Mistress then made me swap over and my hands began to go to work on her left foot. I felt the toes of her right foot push against my lips and I kissed them and brought out my tongue to lick her sole. Mistress orderd me to open my mouth wider. I was expecting to be told to suck her toes but Mistress gradually pushed her foot into my mouth until about half of it was inside. I began to panic as I felt like choking. Mistress orderd me to continue with the massage. I could feel her toes wriggling around inside my mouth and heard Mistress ask if I liked being deep throated by her foot. Of course I couldn't answer and just nodded my head as much as I was able. Mistress thought it highly amusing.
After what seemed like ages Mistress removed her foot and I let out a loud gasp. Mistress told me to never forget who was in charge. To illustrate her power over me, (literally), Mistress rose and placed a foot firmly on my bare chest I could feel it's strength as she pushed down. She then placed the other foot on to my neck and gently but firmly pushed down a little. I was helpless, pinned to the floor beneath a pair of shapely yet powerful legs. Mistress adopted a couple of poses all the while smiling down at my helpless state. It was a devasting show of domination! Mistress had broken in horses far stronger than I was and enjoyed demonstrating her superior strength. I was in awe! From where I was lying she looked like a giant!
Mistress asked me whether I enjoyed worshipping my Goddess. Even if I wasn't being trampled into the carpet there could only ever be one answer to that question!

deep in my personal feelings

Normally I don't delve this deep into my personal life in public as I'm doing, but I think it may prove cathartic to do so, given all the recent events in my life. This is going to be less about me as a Domme and more about me as a person. The real Lolita. (not really my real name but I give it out to few as I've had stalkers, which is no fun) This year has been an exceedingly tough one. I've gained and lost so much that my world seems ever changing, and as of late, in the worst way possible.

The beginning of the year my family took in my sister once again. To say my relationship with my sister is complicated is an understatement. When my sister turned 18 she ran off with a man she met on the internet, who she had known for 2 weeks, telling everyone I was a lesbian trying to rape her, getting physically violent with my mother etc. Well after 3 years of physical abuse from this man, she returned home only to burn my family once again. She met a man and they stayed together for a year. He hit her, so in December she moved back in. At first all was fine, especially given that she was shell shocked over her breakup. She moved onto dating others, even began an interest in bdsm, specifically findomme. I offered to take her under my wing and mentor her. Bad idea. Soon, she got back with her ex and was trying to convince my parents, who know all about my kink life etc, that i was a cam girl, that I was doing illegal things like prostitution etc. So I ended up having to defend myself. In the end they believed me and I didn't get kicked out.

Well that day she moved out, later fighting with my mom trying to get her committed. (now my mother isn't the best in the world. I did have childhood abuse, but she didn't deserve that. But getting into that would most likely require a small novel) All of that happened around the time that the 1 year anniversary of my grandma dying happened, so it gave my mother extra stress.

In February I had broken up with my boyfriend, or rather he left me, due to fear of commitment, and communication issues. During that period he and I stayed friends and both dated other people. Our friendship was hard to stay like friends, as we're like magnets for each other, so before long we got back together. But through my dating I had met a friend, who became my best friend, and ended up dating my sister instead of me until she left him for her ex. In the end, my boyfriend asked for me back and we now wear each others promise rings. Well after a while my friend ,"F", got kicked out. Actually his step dad punched him, so my family took him in. Since he wasn't working we told him he could be a ranch hand, to live their for free, all expenses included. Ugh bad idea. He hardly ever did the work, when he did, he did it half-assed. He took advantage of everything, constantly lied, hit part of our archway in our driveway with his truck, and one day randomly moved out to move back in with his mom. Well because of his immature behavior he got kicked out once again, only this time my door wasn't sitting there waiting open for him, so he moved back to his home state supposedly, though we've been told that he has still been seen here. Most likely another lie on his part. They come, they go, such is life.

"A" was my friend, she had been since my old role player days back when I ran my own role player website (yes folks your in the presence of a nerd queen). So I had known her since i was about 14 and she was 13. She'd always had depression problems, was a quiet bookish girl, but had a great sense of humor and was a very sweet girl. This year she moved back in with her mom because she was having issues. She wouldn't talk about it very much, and the last months of her life pretty much got closed off to everyone, which makes me often wonder if she hadn't done it on purpose? You see, what I didn't know is the reason she moved back to her moms was she had gotten addicted to heroin and had a major problem. I never would've guessed, in all honesty, I guess she was just a good actress. Her mom came home from work to find she'd overdosed. The paramedics were unable to revive her on the scene. I miss her dearly and I hope wherever she is she's not sad anymore.

"J" was like a grandpa to me when we were first starting our farm out here in Colorado. He showed up at my house to tell us what beautiful horses we had. He was a good ole boy and I loved him like I loved my own papa. (my papa on my moms side died is 2001 so i'd had a empty space for years that he had kinda filled) He was always giving me big tight squeeze hugs, picking on me for my tattoos and piercing, he even tried to set me up with one of his sons once. He was the type of man who would give you the shirt off his back if he could. I loved sitting and listening to his stories, and even though he was half deaf he was the biggest sweetheart. Early in the year he started having health problems. Doctors thought it was cancer. He started selling off all his valuables in case he died. When he started getting better (it wasn't cancer) everyone was relieved. He was back to his normal vibrant self till he had a small stroke. They flew him up to a Denver hospital, and sedated him. (he didn't want to stay in the hospital, the stubborn old man he was, every time they didn't sedate him he kept trying to leave) Within a week of his small stroke he had a massive one and died that same night. He was 79 or 82, depending on who you asked, him or his wife. I tend to lean towards his wife's assessment of 82, as he was the type to have lied about his age. He was a good man, and in a way, I'm glad he's at rest so that no one would have to take care of him, he wouldn't want that.

"E", the most recent sub, was one of my first subs. He was actually a switch. He had a sub who would eventually become his wife who was also my sub. I dommed them both and he dommed her. Once they got married, they stopped serving me to focus on their marriage and we all stayed friends. He had the sickest sense of humor ever, which matched mine. We'd spend long periods of times exchanging dead baby jokes and abortion jokes. (yes i have a morbid sense of humor) Last night, well early morning depending on how you look at it, I got a call from his wife he had gotten jack knifed at an intersection and was in a medically induced coma with severe damage and a good chance of moderate to severe brain damage and would need at least 4 surgeries if he made it, which it wasn't looking good. This morning I woke up to feed horses, my usual routine, checked my phone, she had texted me when I was sleeping that he had passed away. He was a good man. I'll miss him and i feel terrible for his wife losing him so abruptly.

Honesty is one of the biggest, most important qualities I look for in subs. I don't believe in dishonesty in anyone. I hate lying and liars in general. I've been known to get very close to my subs over time. One sub in particular, (who I wont blacklist and lower to his level) I'll just call him "C". He and I were friends who played occasionally and eventually developed a serving relationship where he was being owned by me. Well, within weeks of it, he decided to ditch out. Anyone who is owned by me knows if their dismissed or released they give a final tribute as part of our agreement of them serving, so when he released himself without permission he was taxed for his final tribute. He was reluctant as always and disappeared for a couple weeks before reappearing to tribute his final tribute, but wanted to continue a playful relationship. I told him that was fine but he couldn't keep taking off when he owed me tribute, and that he would be treated once again as a fly by night sub, instead of a regulated weekly tribute that owned subs get, because he lost his ownership privileges. The last 3 times he was supposed to tribute he's lied, always coming back to tell me how much he needs me etc, but I've told him until he sends what he owes he has no honor in my eyes anymore and that he shouldn't bother contacting me until he has plans to keep his word, because I detest liars. He's contacted me today, even after I told him I had lost a friend and didn't feel like playing games he still persisted until i finally shooed him away. My current assessment is that he's a fetish boy who enjoys the rush but doesn't give half a shit about me, and is a pathological liar. Liars are scumbags who are lower than low in my opinion. The lowest sub in the world is higher than the most dominant liar in my opinion, because liars tend to show their true selves as being weak.

In the long run I guess it comes down to why do good people end up dying and bad people are allowed to keep hurting? Life is tough and I'm not complaining, I'm just opening up.
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Farm Tails part 2

It had been a couple weeks since we last visited the little farm of slaves and by this point our boy had been well broken in, for both inside and outside work. He was beaten regularly always leaving a nice pink glow on his ass as thats what his Mistress liked was to keep a nice glow constantly on the asses of her pets it reminded them of their place whilst keeping her entertained some nights she had her subs switch on each other and spank one enough as she sat silently watching appraising their skills with the palm of a hand or a whip quietly rewarding those who'd done well and punishing those who'd failed miserably. She always put all of her subs through their paces and had broken her new stallion quite well he worked from home making money fror her to spend lucky if he got ramen in his dog dish at her whims while she was eating steak. She had decided after his evaluation that he'd be a great all around pet which was a rarity for her pets as they typically were good for one thing in particular or another not everything at once.

He spent his mornings dressed in a full out maid costume cleaning her house her having a bullwhip in hand to quicken his pace making him handwash dishes on hands and knees on her cold tile floor a dogs choke collar about his neck with a little glittering charm on in that was his dog tag it simply said his name and if he was lost to call the number like he was a regular dog and some days he was her little puppy. After he did his inside chores he was usually put out for hard labor with the slaves that were condemned outside to make sure his ego was kept in check his chastity device gleamed in the daylight sun he hadn't been allowed to have any pleasure since the night he first came to the farm though he had pleasured his Goddess many times he was beginning to become desperate with his need for release but that hadn't phased her in the slightest she wasn't ready for him to break free from his bondage to get his release it was also partially her testing his limits and his obedience to see what he could and couldn't take.

For all the male posturing the male slaves had always done from time to time they were always fairly easy to break especially after she had them firmly by the cock for teach them the ways of making her happy. After the day was done he was able to come in and be her puppy the sun had left it's mark on his skin bringing a darker color to it and a warmer look overall to his appearance. He was right where she wanted him obedient without fighting her easy as pie as she would say as a smirk spread across her face. She knelt beside her pet as he ate his dinner from his dog bowl petting and caressing his naked form, at this he stopped eating to look up a her and begin licking her feet like a real dog because he knew that was what she had come to expect from him that he was her real dog as he continued nuzzling and licking her feet she pulled the chastity key from her necklace and removed the device and set it aside he was hard as rock instantly at her touching him he caressed her feet with his tongue almost symbiotically for if he were caressing the place between her thighs with his tongue her hand slipped to his swollen cock and within a matter of seconds he had his release she brought her hand where he had spilled his seed into her hand to his face and he began to lap up his own cum.

The first time he had done this in his life and it was met with a mixture of disgust at drinking up his own bodily fluids and exhilaration just simply to have had a release and that his life was so simple with his choices removed all he had was her and that was all he needed. After his release his device was returned to it's rightful place something that he had come to find as partially a relief as he felt more naked without it and also with sadness because he knew it'd be a while before that key went into the lock again but he put his own sadness aside to make her proud of him he wanted only her happiness and for her to have pride in him. He went about the nightly routine of bathing his lady while toweling her off after her bath he found himself facing her womanhood which was usual for him but what wasn't usual was that he had been so sexually charged during his release that he felt like a horny teen everything was sexual to him so seeing her lips without thinking he pressed his lips firmly between her legs and planted a kiss and she didn't stop him he flinched slightly expecting to be struck for disobedience but found no such action being taken so he took it as the green light and went to town.

He buried his face between her legs the moisture the smell the softness of her skin and the quiet moans he couldn't get enough it was almost a sensory overload she had allowed this once before but it was usually a rare case. she pushed him onto the floor and he found her straddling his face a feeling that he found oddly comforting as she rode his tongue to climax. Afterwards where she would usually put him in his kennel as he had become accustomed to she made him a place at the end of her bed she looked at him for a brief moment as if thinking and then simply said "I think tomorrow we're taking you to the dog park" she said which raised a sense of curiosity and fear in him.

To be continued?

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buyers remorse for subs?

I've been curious if subs ever get buyers remorse after a tribute i've met a few that did but typically there was something a little off about them. So heres my question to all the true blue subbies out here would love to have my own subs chime in as well actually do you ever regret a tribute afterwards and wonder if you shouldn't have spent the money elsewhere etc (not to say the ladies aren't the best possible thing to spend it on it's more of a curiosity that was piqued from other conversations i still think we're the best place for your money)

I think it's natural sometimes after a big purchase to ask yourself did i really need this? but do you do it with your dommes as well? what feelings do you get after a tribute? some have said it can be a rush and or an addictive feeling but do you ever feel negatively towards it?

This blog of questions was brought upon by a sub recently who i've played with on and off for a while a few hours after tribute saying he's going to start getting psychiatric help for his addictiveness towards findom saying that the fetish and sites which promote it are toxic to the subs mind making it where he can only get off with tribute being spent.

Now i personally somehow doubt that because i've seen many subs over the years be able to get off no matter how much tribute was given or how frequently etc. I don't personally view this fetish as a way to ruin a person but it seems some subs do or have been ruined by it do you think only weak subs are ruined by the fetish or something was innately wrong in the situation or maybe you felt a moments fleeting regret that passed when you saw your dommes happiness? i'd genuinely like to know i welcome input from dommes as well but it's mostly a question posed to the subs

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