Wednesday, April 3, 2013

my inner roleplayer

What many of you don't know is that i'm also a ageplayer as well as a regular domme and a findomme, the somewhat taboo fetish is something i've been into for a while. Unlike a lot of other ageplayers i can play both roles i enjoy being the mommy domme to my little or my child (no i wont change a shitty diaper it's a hard limit) having them breast feed having their binky or their footsie pj's or coloring me a pretty picture theres a certain special bond that goes with playing the mother role to someone the care giver i've been in the mommy role for age players who identify with ages from 10 months to 13 years and i truly enjoy it.

Reversely i enjoy being the bratty teenage domme bossy daughter to subs occasionally. That's actually where my pseudonym Lolita Lee came from in part is i enjoy being the lolita role demanding my allowance from a submissive father. I realize not everyone has these fetishes and they don't have to it's just my fetishes i don't incorporate them into every dynamic but i do find my two sides to be interesting the ageplayer mother figure expressing my maternal feelings of caring and nurturing and my ageplayer daughter figure fulfilling my needs for comfort and care.

as with in age playing and all my other fetishes their is a undertone of financial domination with that as well which especially in the mommy role can be difficult to pull off but it can be done without shattering the reality you've built up for yourself and your sub. at the heart of it i'm a role player i've done role playing as a zombie apocalypse survivor turning herself into a queen of a male community where they all bend to her needs (me thinks i watch/read too much walking dead) to being a actual princess to a mafia queen i enjoy creating a story with my subs where we have our own world.

This in part probably comes a bit from the fact that ta da i grew up larping and playing D&D and shit so i'm a mega super nerd but also real life can be boring why always sit around being who you are when you can be anyone and everyone you want to be. that doesn't mean i always have my head up in the clouds but sometimes finding your head up in the clouds isn't such a bad thing.

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